Deepest Cut
Title: Deepest Cut
Author: Shona aka Mara
Rating: PG13
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Prompt/Claim: Firsts/John Winchester (Supernatural)
Spoilers: pre-series
Warnings: n/a
Author's Notes: Not my sandbox. John makes his first kill.
An aborted shout, a final rattle, a body hits the reed bed. Accusing eyes seem
to see into his soul.
John knows he'll never forget this.
This is why he's here, this is his purpose now.
He can't do it.
He never thought it would be like this. The lifeless eyes staring at him don’t
look like those of a monster, they don't look all that different from his own.
The bile rises and John struggles to swallow it; his patrol will be here in
seconds and he doesn't want that to be how he's known.
He's not a killer.
all these moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain.